Butterfly Journey

To bring encouragement, understanding, and clarity, to hurting, misunderstood people and those in their journey.   

Butterfly Journey Blog


It seems time to share some of my perceptions and understanding of my journey in life with and through deep trauma.   I want to start where my trek began.   I hope my writings will help others through their own journey and perhaps give some understanding to those who know someone that is walking a similar traumatized path.   It can be hard for survivors to talk about and explain what is going on within; plus so many times they can fear they will suffer the more for trying to explain to someone else.   There can be great fear, confusion, shame, even doubt if this is even real, feeling lost, isolated, and so much more…


A Puppet

9/20/21 Mon. 9:16 am (A part woke this morning and wrote this.) In this world of never enough, my world of too much is still there, here. Never enough in this world of people who never hear, understand, or care to. Who wants to or sees a need to, when there is no...

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The Merry Go Round

Free Flow Poem 2/6/21, Sat. 4:06a.m. Who am I? Where am I? What difference does it make? None. Life goes on. Who am I? Where am I? Who’s to say? Anyone, Everyone. All have their say. Off again. On again. What does it mean? They notice the inconsistencies of me. What...

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1/3/21 Sat. 10 a.m. A free written poem. Coming to life in the days of buried, where can life be found? What is its purpose to be at this time? Did it ever have a choice or a chance? Lost in presence, lost in time, Here and never, always a part of time. Wanting and...

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A Near Drowning A Recovered Memory

5/31/19 This memory was shared with me by one of my personalities that I had no awareness of until she shared it.  There is uncertainty if I was in jr. high or early high school when this occurred.  I was with Alac and Hannah, my brother and sister-in-law, on a day...

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To Be

1/2/21 To be and breathe is a passage of time. To move and think is a chore in time. To realize self and feel is a challenge to achieve. To touch and be the awakened life is an art form to maintain. To stay connected to the awakened life is to some hopelessly...

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I’m Not Alone

5/20/20 What to write, what to think, what to feel, what & how to be? Who to be & who am I are the same question. These are of the questions of life, even when we are supposed to have the answers or claim to have them. There are times all these questions are...

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The Forming Of My Journey

10/13/2020 As an adult, about seven years ago, I was finally able to start mourning for my fraternal twin brother and wept deeply for the first time from the loss of his presence, his movement, his sound, heartbeat, and I no longer had the awareness of him who had...

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Am I Real?

9/24/2020 I was sitting here and wishing someone was there I could call.   Somehow in the quiet, whether I heard your name soft, empty in me or to me within, no clue.   It seems the last few days have taken a toll somehow.   I have no memory of them and there is...

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1/14/18 Where is life? What is love? Is life in the feel or Is it merely thought? What are promises? Must life have action? Merely feel? Merely thought? Where does action fit in and What really is it?

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12/12/15 My thought is to write something from my perspective that one day might be of help to someone else who is going through similar things as I. Do I claim to have the “corner on the market” on this and similar challenges like this? No way. There are people out...

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