Butterfly Journey

To bring encouragement, understanding, and clarity, to hurting, misunderstood people and those in their journey.   

Butterfly Journey Blog

Purpose

It seems time to share some of my perceptions and understanding of my journey in life with and through deep trauma.   I want to start where my trek began.   I hope my writings will help others through their own journey and perhaps give some understanding to those who know someone that is walking a similar traumatized path.   It can be hard for survivors to talk about and explain what is going on within; plus so many times they can fear they will suffer the more for trying to explain to someone else.   There can be great fear, confusion, shame, even doubt if this is even real, feeling lost, isolated, and so much more…

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My Worth In 1993

You Are No Good You Are the Worth of a Slave You Are For Other People’s Pleasure    I am a mother and a wife. I am no good! I live with my pain.   It cost too much to...   My guidelines or rules set in the home are a conflict to schedules. My plains are a...

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Where I Am

7/18/22 Mon. 9:51am      There has been the thought, the desire, and even the should write in “our book” and yet the inability to do so. Even now there is not the freedom inside to catch up, to write our recent history or write where we are in what is going on within...

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Afraid

12/29/20 Free-Flow Writing Afraid to speak Afraid to cry Afraid to lean Afraid to be Afraid to hear Afraid to move Afraid to think Afraid to do. Fear awakes me. Fear pushes me. Fear pains me Fear binds me Fear blinds me Fear denies me Fear deceives me Fear robs me....

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Too Many Days

From 12/13/20 Writing A writing from a little one who said the words to be written in our book and ok to share. Too many days to number. Too many days to feel Alone, fear, loss, anger, Confusion, pain, grief, shame, overload, tears, cry, blame, sorrow, dirt,...

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The Issue Is Identity, The Issue Is His Love

6/30/15 The issue is identity the issue is His Love. Love, the personality, needs an infusion of His love for her identity. All these different attacks of the enemy in my face, in my being, in my life, is to keep me distracted from the next depth revelation of His...

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His Presence

04/21/17 You are still blessed and highly favored.   Walk in the praises of Him and thanksgiving for all He has done and who He is and wants to be for you. His promises are real and true and so is His presence with you even in times you may not feel it.   Hold to His...

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The Routine of Movement and Things Undone

8/29/20 & 9/3/20 This is in reference to things being left undone and out of place. Other than the kitchen and dishes which thank God get put back in the kitchen, we have known there is purpose for some mess. (Mess is an area of displaced items, whether for a...

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Difference Matters

10/3/2022 Who to feel and how to feel Who to feel and how to say What matters in the say Who to feel and who to say What difference does it Matters who to hear and Matters what and how they hear Matters what and their power to do Matters the value they see and hear...

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The Pain of Life

6/27/22 Mon. 11:04am How can one feel in the pain of life? How can one heal in the pain of life? How can one go from here? Where can one go from here? How does one even move? The mind, the muscles have been so clenched so long, that there is even the very shortness of...

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Time Lost Again

5/5/22 This may sound unbelievable.    It is very real.   I've been sitting here with tears off and on slowly falling for I'm guessing maybe 20 minutes while my mind has been trying to get through to organized unblocked thoughts and the mix of emotions to orientate. ...

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