Butterfly Journey

To bring encouragement, understanding, and clarity, to hurting, misunderstood people and those in their journey.   

Butterfly Journey Blog

Purpose

It seems time to share some of my perceptions and understanding of my journey in life with and through deep trauma.   I want to start where my trek began.   I hope my writings will help others through their own journey and perhaps give some understanding to those who know someone that is walking a similar traumatized path.   It can be hard for survivors to talk about and explain what is going on within; plus so many times they can fear they will suffer the more for trying to explain to someone else.   There can be great fear, confusion, shame, even doubt if this is even real, feeling lost, isolated, and so much more…

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The Routine of Movement and Things Undone

8/29/20 & 9/3/20 This is in reference to things being left undone and out of place. Other than the kitchen and dishes which thank God get put back in the kitchen, we have known there is purpose for some mess. (Mess is an area of displaced items, whether for a...

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Difference Matters

10/3/2022 Who to feel and how to feel Who to feel and how to say What matters in the say Who to feel and who to say What difference does it Matters who to hear and Matters what and how they hear Matters what and their power to do Matters the value they see and hear...

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The Pain of Life

6/27/22 Mon. 11:04am How can one feel in the pain of life? How can one heal in the pain of life? How can one go from here? Where can one go from here? How does one even move? The mind, the muscles have been so clenched so long, that there is even the very shortness of...

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Time Lost Again

5/5/22 This may sound unbelievable.    It is very real.   I've been sitting here with tears off and on slowly falling for I'm guessing maybe 20 minutes while my mind has been trying to get through to organized unblocked thoughts and the mix of emotions to orientate. ...

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A Puppet

9/20/21 Mon. 9:16 am (A part woke this morning and wrote this.) In this world of never enough, my world of too much is still there, here. Never enough in this world of people who never hear, understand, or care to. Who wants to or sees a need to, when there is no...

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The Merry Go Round

Free Flow Poem 2/6/21, Sat. 4:06a.m. Who am I? Where am I? What difference does it make? None. Life goes on. Who am I? Where am I? Who’s to say? Anyone, Everyone. All have their say. Off again. On again. What does it mean? They notice the inconsistencies of me. What...

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Time

1/3/21 Sat. 10 a.m. A free written poem. Coming to life in the days of buried, where can life be found? What is its purpose to be at this time? Did it ever have a choice or a chance? Lost in presence, lost in time, Here and never, always a part of time. Wanting and...

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A Near Drowning A Recovered Memory

5/31/19 This memory was shared with me by one of my personalities that I had no awareness of until she shared it.  There is uncertainty if I was in jr. high or early high school when this occurred.  I was with Alac and Hannah, my brother and sister-in-law, on a day...

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To Be

1/2/21 To be and breathe is a passage of time. To move and think is a chore in time. To realize self and feel is a challenge to achieve. To touch and be the awakened life is an art form to maintain. To stay connected to the awakened life is to some hopelessly...

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I’m Not Alone

5/20/20 What to write, what to think, what to feel, what & how to be? Who to be & who am I are the same question. These are of the questions of life, even when we are supposed to have the answers or claim to have them. There are times all these questions are...

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