The Pain of Life

6/27/22 Mon. 11:04am How can one feel in the pain of life? How can one heal in the pain of life? How can one go from here? Where can one go from here? How does one even move? The mind, the muscles have been so clenched so long, that there is even the very shortness of...

Time Lost Again

5/5/22 This may sound unbelievable.    It is very real.   I’ve been sitting here with tears off and on slowly falling for I’m guessing maybe 20 minutes while my mind has been trying to get through to organized unblocked thoughts and the mix of emotions to...

A Puppet

9/20/21 Mon. 9:16 am (A part woke this morning and wrote this.) In this world of never enough, my world of too much is still there, here. Never enough in this world of people who never hear, understand, or care to. Who wants to or sees a need to, when there is no...

A Near Drowning A Recovered Memory

5/31/19 This memory was shared with me by one of my personalities that I had no awareness of until she shared it.  There is uncertainty if I was in jr. high or early high school when this occurred.  I was with Alac and Hannah, my brother and sister-in-law, on a day...

I’m Not Alone

5/20/20 What to write, what to think, what to feel, what & how to be? Who to be & who am I are the same question. These are of the questions of life, even when we are supposed to have the answers or claim to have them. There are times all these questions are...